(Un)Break(able)

(Un)Break(able)

It will last?
It will end?
It will hurt?
It will break?

I fear to be wrong
I doubt to be right
but there must be some truth
as I can't think different now

Don't want to harm you
Don't want to be hurt
Something tells me to go on
May my head speaks different

I fear the message it says
I fear the form it takes
I fear how deep it can be
I fear it digs and grown on me

Will it end or last?
Will it be right or wrong?
We will end broken?
Or we will fix it till it fits?

Each night i look forward
I look back to meet us
secretely, privately, unique
it brings light on the dark night

I count backwards when you go
I can picture us together
The better scene i've ever seen
I feel you around me all the time

The light that guides me
a warm arm on a cold night
a whisper on a silent night
That's you to me, unbreakeable.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(29/10/2008)

Thousand Lives

Thousand Lives

I was just wasting time
just sat inside my car
looking around me, us
people walking in a rush

they always busy to get somewhere
where they go? what they do?
i wonder, staring at the trace they leave
i picture lives, one, two, three

holding hands, separated, opposite
everyone goes beside each other
and most them even don't care
does it makes you feel something?

i was just wasting time
looking at everyone going up and down
road, street, square, i chase them
i live in them, for just a minute

nor more, not less, no wonder
they are in a rush, to somewhere
what if they get lost?
what guides them to what to do?

i was just wondering how they are
off their daily lives, off their boring work
when they lay to rest, when they wake up
how they are ones with the others?

i lived thousand lives
it took me a few time
just wondering on my car
trying to know what was around.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(09 November 2008)

Hundred Days

Hundred Days

half a year has passed
and here i am stucked
i can't go back or keep on
since i heard those words

beautiful melody
that i ever heard
just a warm whisper
can't avoid to cry

is it too late to try?
true or not, here i am
words that heal this heart
wishes that we share

but is the time that makes us wait
is the lenght that makes us stop
stand on a rainy night, for a feeling
awake on a cold place, for you

there's one thing i only need
hear you again, feel you again
close to me, all my problems vanish
opposites and needed we are

you are the sand that needs me
i am the tear that falls into you
i am the air that floats on the hill
you are the bird that flies up the sky

months have passed and i here i wait
for the next chance to come
to see you another night
the one when our hearts met

nothing to fear now
just want to make you smile
is it too late to try?
a new land is behind that bridge

will you wait me there, at the other side?
i will walk firmly, i won't slide
this feeling makes me strong
no pain will hit me anymore

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18-10-2008 Saturday)

Tear the ocean

Tear the ocean

deep in blue
on open space
me in the middle
trying not to sink

i can't cry any longer
i can't wait anymore
i can't avoid this feeling
i can't hide this fear

i will tear the ocean
nothing will stop me
just a voice i need to hear
just a hand i want to hold

nobody can ease my fear
nobody can keep my hopes
i won't give up now
i won't drift in this water

deep blue ocean surrounds me
no rocks i could stand in
alone, empty and full
i can't go on that way

give up to blame me
give up to break me
come and hold me close
don't hide this love anymore

i can't go on this way
i can't beat my heart, broken
i can't fix the fears, hurting
words unsaid, sights unseen

i will tear the ocean
nobody can know why
just the words i need to hear
just your heart been opened for me

try it once, look at me and tell
close your eyes and say the truth
hear your heart and feel it deep
as deep as the blue ocean that opens

it opens to take me
it opens for the love to come
it tear as my heart stops
just waiting for your words

Ariadna Squire Damique
(27/09/2008)